Marriages should be forever

One of my co-workers was just talking about possibly getting engaged to her boyfriend. She takes her boyfriend for granted and is always talking about leaving him and she is getting married just to get married because all of her friends are. That makes me so mad. I hate it when people take marriage not serious at all. No wonder there are so many divorces now. I also don't understand why people settle for people that are not right for them. Don't you want to be madly in love? Don't you want to know that this person is the one that you are going to spend the rest of your life with and never question if it is right or not.

Hypochondriac

When I'm bored at work (which is everyday) I have to get creative on ways to make the day past fast. My new thing is to go onto the WedMD Website and type in symptoms that I'm having to see what is wrong w/ me. Can we say hypochondriac! Anyways today I think that I have type 2 Diabetes. I have for years now thought that I was Diabetic and of course whenever I'm at the doctor I never bring it up. I'm sure after all these years if I was truly sick I would have been REALLY sick by now. I think that I should be banned from this website. It does me no good. I end up sending the links to either my mom or friends and ask 'Do you think that I have this.' Earlier this week it was cancer now I'm diabetic. I need a new job!!!

Carpe Diem

I have at least two experience in life that I wish I would have seized the opportunity when it was first brought to me. There are two guys that I wish that when I knew they liked me I would have handled things differently. I don't react to things fast, I now know that. I'm that kind of person who needs to analyze it to death before I make up my mind. With both guys I finally decided that I liked them when it was too late. I blame myself but I guess that it was meant to turn out this way otherwise I would have reacted differently in the beginning.

My Dad

I'm worried about my dad's health. He is over weight. He is trying to do weight watchers but I don't think that he is too serious about it. It makes me nervous that something might happen to him soon. Sometimes his breathing is very heavy. I sometimes think the worst, I know that I shouldn't but sometimes I do and it scares me. I know my mom has the same concerns too. He is aware of her concerns, that is why he is on WW. I hope that he starts to take this seriously soon.

Heart to Heart

I went to Lake Gevena for the weekend. My sister in law Erin invited me to a scraping weekend. I had done it before so I said yes right away when asked if I wanted to attend this one. My mom and friend Patty came w/ me. Also attending was Erin, her mom and aunt and one of her friends and also my sister in law Jenny and her friend. There were nine of us in total. I had a great time. I was even able to open up to my mom and Patty about what was going on with me and about an event that had just happened. They had a lot of good advise and I really felt better afterwards. I wish that I could go to these things more often b/c it feels good to get away from everything back home!

Swing Swing Swing

I just got asked if I would want to take some swing dance lessons! I love to dance and it seems like it would be so much fun.

Talk about a 180

Ok I was in such a rut on Friday. Work was so slow that I was for some odd reason having some panic attacks. That got me thinking of all the negative things going on right now in my life. I was having a pity party for myself basically. After work I went shopping w/ Lindsay (shopping always brightens my mood) and I was able to find some really cute stuff. After Lindsay and I meet up w/ our friend Jeff for pizza. I was in such a good mood now the shopping (and one Red Bull later) really lifted my spirits. The company around me, the pizza, and all the laughing was just want I needed to get out of my rut.