I feel loved!

Two of my good friends have really brighten up my last two days. They have made me feel so much better about myself and have said some really great things to me. Thanks KB and Topangabay! You are truely great friends!

One

I think that I'm a bad friend. I have lost a lot of them at least. Maybe things like that just happen in life or maybe I'm just not a good friend. I have been thinking lately that I'm too selfish maybe I don't give enough in my friend relationships. Maybe I just need to start meeting more people and start being nicer. For a long time now I have felt like I don't have that person like many others do. My friends either have a sister or there boyfriends that they can turn to and I feel like I have been walking alone for a really long time and it is starting to eat away at me. I so wish that my sister would move back to town. I feel then that I wouldn't feel so alone.

Spend the money or stay home

I was invited out to Medieval Times this Saturday. Do I go or stay home and save money?

Pros:

It would be fun.
I feel that I haven't been going out enough lately
I won't meet a man sitting at home

Cons:

I will have to spend money
I don't know if I can invite my friends to go and if not then I would only know one person

Ummm what to do?

You want to be my friend...

Ok what do you do when someone (a co-worker maybe) wants to be your friend and you just really don't like the person. Ok let me word that differently, you just don't like a lot of her characteristics. Do you give the person a chance or no?

I feel that I need new friends ( I have my few close ones but I need more) lately. Not sure why but I do. So maybe this is the new friend that I have been looking for. Doubt it but since I want more I should maybe give her a shot.

What I'm looking forward too...

Since my job sucks so much a way for me to get through the days is to think of something fun that I'm planning on going or anything to get my mind off of work. Right now I'm thinking of how fun my next vacation will be (I'm going to visit my sis in TX on June 12). I'm also thinking of having dinner w/ my friend this week at BWW (A fav restaurant) and I'm also thinking of going shopping to get new clothes like my sis in law.

After my next vacation is over my goal is to look for a new job. I'm going to ask for my friends help here. Will you please get on my case if you see, hear that I'm not holding up my part! I am the kind of person who some times needs to have that push to get things done!

Vacation

I got back from my vacation out east yesterday. I had such a great time that I didn't want to come back home, well besides missing my bed. I think that I want to move. I have never really said that but I want to now. Annapolis was such a nice small town and it reminded me of one of my favorite tv shows Gilmore Girls. It was very old and had so much character. And the navy academy is right there so that can't hurt.

I have also decided that I want to marry someone in the military. They have a lot of characteristics that I like in a man plus I love a man in a uniform! Can I get a Hell yeah. I have also come to realize that I want to be just like my sister in law EB. She has the cuties clothes, is a great mom to her 17 month old, has a great job and I just want her live. I'm going to have to try and work on mine now.