Since I posted a dog I can't be a trader... here are cute cats

I want a dog!

For the first time ever in my life I now want a dog. This dog actually. She is my sister Jenne's dog Daisy. I just fell in love w/ her. Maybe I can get Jenne to send her to me for my birthday!

Pics from the Japanese garden at the botanical gardens in TX.

Now I just need to Feng Shui my room and get a zen garden of my own!

SYTYCD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok a new season of So You Think You Can Dance has started and I'm so excited. Season four is definitely not a disappointment! We are on week 3 and last night there was an amazing performance by two of my favorites. I found the clip on youtube but since I'm computer stupid I couldn't figure out how to post it on here! Bummer!

I did it, I did it!

While on vacation in TX I went to a indoor rock climbing place w/ my fam. I started out only making it half way up the wall b/c I was then too afraid to climb higher b/c then I would have to get down somehow... SCARY! Anyways my 14 year old nephew Jacob talked me into going all the way to the top! In this pic I'm swinging my arm up to hit the bell! YAY ME!

A few strikes and buddy I think you are out.

After a few weeks of just looking at your great qualities, a great job, nice cars, being in the military I now see that you are selfish and just into your self. You never ask any questions about me (you don't even know what I do for a living) you don't remember anything that I do tell you and you are the hardest person to have a conversation with since I'm the only one coming up with things to talk about.... YOU SUCK! And the real kicker you didn't pass my test. HELL NO AM I DRIVING ALL THE WAY OUT TO ROCKFORD TO MEET YOU FOR DINNER TONIGHT. I WILL DO HALF WAY OR YOU COME TO ME DARLING... HELLO I'M THE LADY.... GOOD BYE TO YOU.....

Is this too harsh to tell a guy??? I'm thinking of texting this to Ty since I'm too much a chicken to actually say this to him....

I'm totally coping you D with your song lyrics....

I'll Wait for Love, by Matt White

It's like a quarter to three and I just can't sleep
'Cause I'm thinking of you
And all those times we cried
Did we really try?
Now I'm dreaming in blue

No matter where we say goodbye
I tell you baby
Keep your head high

I'll wait for love
I'll wait for you
I'll wait for love
I'll wait, will you?
When times are hard,
I'll think of you
I'll wait for love
I'll wait for love

And looking in my eyes
We're both telling lies
Asking too much of you
And when you kiss my lips
That is what i miss
Not knowing we be through

No matter when we say goodbye
I tell you darling
I won't cry

I'll wait for love
I'll wait for you
I'll wait for love
I'll wait, will you?
When times are hard,
I'll think of you
I'll wait for love
I'll wait for love

Your eyes still gaze at me through pictures
You could just be the one that got away
I look down at the phone
It's your number
Too many times a day

I'll wait for love
I'll wait for you
I'll wait for love
I'll wait, will you?
When times are hard,
I'll think of you
I'll wait for love
I'll wait for love

In one week...

I will be leaving here and flying down to Texas. I can't wait to see my sister and her family. I better come back with a nice tan and be relaxed. One whole week away from my horrid job! June 23 the job hunt begins.

I Hate Dating....

I do. It isn't fun for me. I just want to have someone and get past the whole I'm nervous, I'm breaking out in hieves b/c I'm going on a first date or im itchy just thinking about talking to a guy on the phone for the first time.... sometimes I think that I'm like Samatha Jones (minus the totally sex freak part) and don't want to be in a relationship b/c I just like being w/ me. I just get so stressed out over everything that goes alone w/ dating.

06/02/08 = BLAH

I know we are should never wish away days, we should live each day to the fullest but I don't want to do that today. Today or last night rather started off bad. I couldn't sleep, I'm not sure why, maybe it was b/c I was hot or just not sleepy or just dreading going to work the next day. As I was getting ready for work this morning I was getting nervous about coming into work. That is what my job has done to me. I just anticipate all these bad things happening and then panic attacks start. By the time I walked into work my heart was pounding. So in protest I am going to try to not work at all today unless I need to get something done right away.

06/19/08 the search for a new job begins!

SATC

I saw Sex and the City on Friday and it was amazing. Thanks D for going w/ me. I had a blast and I want copies of those pics so that I can scrapbook them.