30's are the new 20's

Someone the other day told me that. I of course liked hearing it since I'm officially as close to being 30 as you can be now. I am two days away from my 29th bday. I hope that this coming year will be a good year. I tell myself at every bday that this is going to be the year that great things happen and that most of the time isn't the case. Not that bad things happen but I'm looking for some monumental events here. Maybe 29 will be that lucky number for me. It has been the age that I have been dreading for quite a while now.

On a side note: My mom was 29 when she had me. That is hard to believe.....

Happy Halloween

Friday Friday Friday

Well tomorrow is my Friday. I took off Halloween. I have had a stressful week so I'm really looking forward to this. My plan is to take some pics. Hopefully I will get some good ones.

Taco Bell

KB, D and I went to Taco Bell for lunch today. We all got a little bit more then what we bargained for. But I'm sure we all feel better right now... haha. Thanks for lunch girls!

You Like to ....... Fish????

So I found out tonight that the cutie likes to fish and camp, ick. He loves the bears (bonus), music, writing music, bonfires and coffee. There were other stuff added to his list but those were the things that stood out.

Guess who is going to be knocking on my door?

I found out tonight that before my bro goes to Africa to train w/the Army special forces that they have to do a back ground check on him.... and that means that they have to do back ground checks on his whole family.... I guess it is a good thing that the law and I are on good terms... I hope we all are all updated on all of our taxes.... HMMMM.

Update

Ok Erin confirmed that new boy is totally single!!! Hell yeah baby!

Good News

Ok I think I was somewhat searching for a miracle today and I might have gotten one. I got a call back from the last company I interviewed for. They are wondering if I am still looking for a new job and want to see if I would like to come in and interview for a new one. I have no idea what the position is but I'm in! Thank you Jesus!

Ok I'm going to write a positive post before the day is up. Ok I guess I somewhat have one now. Here is Art's latest email to me.

Hey smiles!!They released me late last night from the hospital. They performed the vertebral biopsy with no issues. I'm now waiting for the results of the biopsy. I'm recovering at my moms house for the remainder of the week. You can call me at xxxxxxxxxx if you want to talk.

I'm happy that he is out of the hospital but I hope that I will have a positive post about myself before the day is over. sniff sniff. Weds suck!

This sucks, Erin you didn't do your job right!

Well I was just looking at the new cuties facebook and saw that on Oct 1 he updated "Adam is no longer single" Man I'm too late!

***** Ok I just talked to KB and it could mean that he just deleted the relationship status from his profile and that is why is it saying that he is no longer single, I hope you are right KB!******

Eating

I think that lately I have been eating to make myself feel better. I will eat sometimes even when I'm not hungry. That is kind of worrying me. Any suggestions to help me not do this?

Help!

I think that my job is making me emotionally and physically a mess. I'm trying to track down time frames on when I started to notice issues w/ myself and try to relate them to something in my life. I'm starting to think that it might be from this job. I come to work and almost every day I have to hold back tears or on the days when that doesn't happen it is more of a numbness that I experience. I'm just waiting for the day that I'm at work and just snap. My guess is that I will just burst into tears here or just totally lose it and walk out.

Lately I have noticed that I don't care if I do stuff that I used to love to do. I don't know why this is. Maybe I'm just sick of the same old stuff, maybe I am just so emotionally drained that I don't care about what I used to love to do. Maybe I am just getting older and don't like the same stuff. I don't know what it is. It is slightly bothering me. It isn't like I'm not excited about anything b/c that isn't true. I almost feel paralyzed and can't do anything to fix my work issues.

Maybe I need to be put on some meds!

I don't try hard

I have always known this about myself but today it is bothering me. I don't try hard at anything I do. I have been like this for as long as I can remember. In school I only did enough to get by w/ ok grades. In my whole job career I have never put in much efforts to really look for a job. Most of (or all) have just been dumped into my lap. I don't know why I am like this. Maybe it is just b/c I'm lazy. I need to start making efforts to be a more aggressive person. I need a new job so bad that it is effecting my health slightly. I don't know if I just need some sort of push. I need to get my act together though.

I carried a Watermelon

I saw Dirty Dancing Saturday night and had the time of my life. The show was so good. I had a cheesy smile on my face the whole time. Now I want to take dance lessons and I want to meet a Johny Castle type guy to call my own. So if you can I suggest that you stop what you are doing right now and buy some tickets and go. And let me know b/c I might want to go w/ you :)

100 Years.... Come on Cubbies

I'm watching the cubs game right now and they are killing me. I don't think it is meant to be for them. Maybe next year! :) Maybe I should put on the pink cubs hat that I have for good luck. I'm bored right now if you can't tell. I'm avoiding doing what I said that I was going to do tonight, pay my bills and order the 1000 pics that I need to order for my friends and me.

Time For Change

I hope you like my new blog layout. It was time for something new. Just as I'm feeling the same way w/ my hair..... Now the question is, red or dark brown? What color should I do????

I thought that this was good.

A mother asked this President... 'Why did my son have to die in Iraq ?'
A mother asked this President... 'Why did my son have to die in Saudi Arabia ?'
A mother asked this President... 'Why did my son have to die in Kuwait ?'
Another mother asked this President...'Why did my son have to die in Vietnam ?'
Another mother asked this President...'Why did my son have to die in Korea ?'
Another mother asked this President... 'Why did my son have to die on Iwo Jima ?'
Another mother asked President... 'Why did my son have to die on a battlefield in France ?'
Yet another mother asked President... 'Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg ?'
And yet another mother asked President...' Why did my son have to die on a frozen field near Valley Forge ?'
Then long, long ago, a mother asked...'Heavenly Father, why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem ?'
The answer is always the same... 'So that others may live and dwell in peace, happiness, and freedom.'
This was emailed to me with no author. I thought the magnitude and the simplicity were awesome. If you are not willing to stand BEHIND our troops, Please, please feel free to stand in front ofthem....

All I have to say to that is HELL YEAH!

New Job Idea For Me

What would you guys think if I decided to move to Las Vegas and become a go-go dancer? Ummm something to think about.

Positive:

I would be in Las Vegas
I would get a rocking body dancing all the time
Maybe I could get some awesome tips from drunk boys

Negatives:

Perverts
I would be living in Las Vegas and I would prob end up on a reality show about girls who move to Las Vegas to become go-go dancers.