One thing I hate

Ok I know I have written a lot of posts today but I have been behind and will be gone for a few days. One thing that I hate is when people try to change you. Well let me clarify that. I hate it when guys try to change things about me. For example, I had dinner w/ a guy a few days ago and he was trying to get me to change things about me, such as in the kinds of food I eat he wanted me to be more food daring and also about me not wanting to move out of state and start a new life. This is such a pet peeve for me and it actually pisses me off.

I think that over the year I have become more of a bitch. And I think b/c of it I can't put up w/ stupid stuff like this!

SHOPPING IS THE BEST MEDS!

I went shopping this weekend, kind of a spur of a moment thing and it was wonderful. I ended up spending $300 that day but it temporary relieved my internal madness!!! Thank you to The Gap and Ritz Camera!

Why I will not settle

I had a convo with someone this weekend and talked about how I feel about people who are with someone b/c they don't want to be alone or feel that they can not find anyone better. The thing that makes me slightly sick to my stomach is when those people decide to take these relationships and move them to the next step of marriage. There are a few people I know like this and I truly feel sorry for them b/c there is a good chance that they will never find true love which saddens me. Or they will end up ending there marriage. Both of my parents were previously married and even though I'm not a divorcee kid I saw what it did to my siblings. I have never settled and I NEVER WILL!

April 30 won't come soon enough

I'm leaving for Annapolis this Wed and it is just what I need right now. I have been stressed out at work and I feel that personally I'm in a rut. I need this temporary change to hopefully clear out my mind. Lately I have felt so alienated and I honestly don't know why. I have felt like an outsider looking in on my own life. Might sound strange I don't get it myself but I'm wishing that short get away will help. I have felt distant from the people I care about most (fam and friends) and I don't like it.

I'm Back.

I haven't been on here for awhile. But here is an update on me:

I have been working out a lot and have tried to get some better eating habits. I'm actually counting my calories. I'm going to visit my brother in Annapolis the end of this month. I finally purchased the camera that I have wanted forever. My new thing is to go to BWW for dinner like every other week for dinner. I have recently been talking to a guy that I meet from Match about a year ago. I'm going to visit my sister in Texas in June. I still hate my job. I signed up to take a photography class at the community college by my house, it starts in the fall. I have ants hanging around my desk at work, another reason to hate my job. I dyed my hair dark brown and I already want to go blond.