Help!

I think that my job is making me emotionally and physically a mess. I'm trying to track down time frames on when I started to notice issues w/ myself and try to relate them to something in my life. I'm starting to think that it might be from this job. I come to work and almost every day I have to hold back tears or on the days when that doesn't happen it is more of a numbness that I experience. I'm just waiting for the day that I'm at work and just snap. My guess is that I will just burst into tears here or just totally lose it and walk out.

Lately I have noticed that I don't care if I do stuff that I used to love to do. I don't know why this is. Maybe I'm just sick of the same old stuff, maybe I am just so emotionally drained that I don't care about what I used to love to do. Maybe I am just getting older and don't like the same stuff. I don't know what it is. It is slightly bothering me. It isn't like I'm not excited about anything b/c that isn't true. I almost feel paralyzed and can't do anything to fix my work issues.

Maybe I need to be put on some meds!