I don't know what to do....

I had been doing fine. I had accepted it. Then I read a book. A love story. I can't get a hold of my emotions now. I have fallen apart. I am so upset that I'm single. The more I think about the book (which is a lot b/c I loved the book) the more upset I get. I don't know how to stop these emotions. Please just take them away. I have been a crying mess the last three days.

On top of it all, I now do not know if I think that fairy tale love exits. I have always thought that I would meet my prince charming and I don't think that it exists. I feel like I found out that there is no santa all over again.

I honestly don't know what is wrong w/ me right now. Stress, loneliness, a mental breakdown but I just want to be happy and I feel the complete opposite right now.