My Mood

I worked out on Friday. I got to the locket checked my cell phone and I had a voice mail. All day Friday I had waited to hear back from the company I interviewed for. I had a voicemail from Heather. As I'm walking out of Lifetime I start listening to the message. I am soon saddened by her telling me that I didn't get the job. I'm not even halfway to my car and the tears start forming. I text my friends that I didn't get the job. I drive home half sobbing half trying to try and text back to my friends. I call my mom and start crying all over again. I get home see my dad and totally let out the tears. I am shocked at my reaction to this news. I don't cry in front of people that often and never had I cried about not getting a job before. I feel horrible, not good enough, rejected and not I will never get a job that I am happy with. This all soon goes away. I started to watch 90210 to take my mind off of the situation. It helps. I go to my friends house, I cried more like sobbed face and all. They didn't bring up the job, which I was so thankful and I had a good night. I re listened to the voicemail today and see that there were some positives in her message. She really did like me and passed on my into to HR and other manager in the company. She would love to see me work for her or someone else there. She told me to call her if I had any questions. I feel better. I don't feel as much the loser as I did. I now have some hope back.