One Thing I Wish I Could Change About Me

Ok so lately I totally suffer from OCD! And it DRIVES ME CRAZY!!! It is only w/ certain things too. Every night I have to check to make sure that all the doors are locked about 2 times. The reason that I usually make the second trip of checking the locks is because I will think to myself, "Did I just lock the doors or did I just think about it but I never did it." I also check to make sure that my alarm clock is set like a million times. I in the past have slept through it or forgot to set it and have been late to work. I'm SO paranoid that that could happen again that I set my alarm clock on my night stand AND I also set the alarm on my cell phone! And lastly at work mostly on Fridays I double and sometimes triple check all of my files and things that I have done for the day just to make sure that I did everything that needed to be done. I'm so paranoid that I will mess up and make a mistake. Man it drives me nuts. I find that the more stressed out I am the more I feel the need to check myself... I'm rereading this and thinking to myself that maybe I need medication for this :)